Nikolai: A Dark Light Novella (Dark Light #2.5) Read online

  A NOVELLA

  THE DARK LIGHT SERIES

  S.L. JENNINGS

  Copyright © 2013 Syreeta L. Jennings

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  Epilogue

  Excerpt from Donners of The Dead by Karina Halle

  Excerpt from The Beginning of the End by Madeline Sheehan

  About The Author

  Acknowledgments

  For Patty

  So…close.

  The stench of bourbon, cheap perfume and sex fill my nostrils, creating a heady cocktail of hedonism that takes me higher than I already am. Melodic sounds of live jazz resonate from Bourbon Street and meld with moans of raucous passion nearby. The eroticism of hearing someone else’s pleasure, imagining the slick feel of damp skin against skin arouses me further, pushing me into oblivion. I let my head fall back and close my eyes, sucking in a breath through my teeth.

  I’m close, but not close enough. Never close enough to feel … whole. Complete. Full.

  I’m not kidding myself. I know I’ll never be satisfied. I’ll always want more. More wealth. More power. More women. And while I have more of each than any one man should, it’s not enough. It’s never enough. The hunger is real. Deep. Overwhelming. Consuming me from the inside out.

  I lift my heavy head and slowly peel open my eyes, gazing down at a crown of blonde, wavy locks bobbing up and down in my lap. I force myself to abandon all thought and just focus on the waves of sensation coursing through my body. Prickly white heat crawls up my legs and floods my veins before sinking into the heaviness between my thighs.

  This … I can do. This … is easy.

  Over and over again, my cock disappears into her wet mouth. Pink lips slide over the rigid, smooth skin, taking me deeper with every stroke. The swollen tip hits the back of her throat and she doesn’t even flinch. No gag reflex. Shit. This one is good. I think I’ll keep her.

  “Look at me, pretty girl,” I tell her, gently grabbing a handful of her sunkissed hair. She complies with wide, eager eyes, but doesn’t stall her movements. “That’s right. Just like that. Take all of me. Deeper. I want to feel those sweet lips all over me.”

  She does as she’s told with enthusiasm, desperate for my approval. She knows I’m somebody. Somebody important. Somebody that could potentially change her shitty existence. And I intend to, just not the way she’s hoping.

  Minutes tick by as I watch her suck me off with determination, growing more impatient, begging for my climax with her piercing gaze. She’s giving me her all, pulling out all the tricks, fondling every erogenous zone known to man. An arrogant smirk plays on my lips before I put her out of her misery.

  “You can stop now. Come,” I say, patting my lap. She’s only too willing to slide her thong clad ass on my thigh, thrusting her full, naked breasts in my face. I pluck a pink nipple before rolling the bud between my fingers, giving it a tug. She moans her pleasure and begins kissing my neck.

  “Oooh, that feels good. Take me, please. I’m so hot for you. I want that big cock inside me.” She trails wet kisses from my neck to my jaw. Wet heat seeps from her pussy and onto my slacks. Fuck. Just what I need - cum stains all over my Armani.

  I shake my head. “No, baby.” I caress her other breast to cushion the blow.

  “But you didn’t come. Let me make you come. I promise you; it’ll feel real good. Please, baby. I’ll do you right.”

  Again, I shake my head. “I don’t come.”

  “Huh?” She lifts her head to access my expression. I look back at her with ice cold, blue eyes, devoid of even a trace of humor. “You don’t come?”

  “No. Never.”

  She flicks out her tongue and runs it along her bottom lip before donning an arrogant smile. “Well, you just haven’t felt how good my pussy is.”

  My softening cock marginally jolts back to life with the feel of her warm, delicate hand wrapped around it. Her lips advance towards mine, causing me to raise a palm to halt her advances. I stifle a chuckle when her face crashes into my hand.

  “And I don’t kiss on the mouth.”

  Letting out an aggravated breath, she rolls her eyes. “Well… what do you do?”

  “With you? Nothing. Not a goddamn thing.”

  “Nothing?” she spits indignantly. “Well, why the fuck am I here? So what…I’m good enough to suck you off, but not good enough to fuck?”

  Growing bored with the annoyingly shrill sound of her voice, I stand faster than she can comprehend, and she tumbles onto the floor with a loud thud. I stuff myself back into my slacks and gaze down at the pathetic sack of flesh and bone covered only in a strip of black satin.

  “Exactly. I don’t fuck the talent.”

  Three raps on the door slice into the tension and Varshaun, my best friend and right hand, enters. “You called?”

  I nod. “Take this one to Nadia.” I crouch down to her level on the floor and run a hand through her blonde hair. Initially, she recoils but instantly relaxes under my touch, her gaze locked onto my icy blue irises. Bringing a coiled lock to my nose, I inhale the scent of her: earth, foliage and sunlight. Euphoria invades my lungs before spreading throughout my chest and abdomen. I close my eyes for a moment and savor it, letting it warm my cold, desolate soul. If only it were this simple. If only this was enough.

  Dropping the lock of hair, I run a finger along her bottom lip. “We’ll call her…Sunshine.”

  Before she can blink, she’s airborne, and Varshaun is pulling her from the room. She looks as if she is on the brink of tears at the loss of my soothing touch.

  “Wha…what? What are you doing? Where are you taking me? Sunshine?” she stammers, panic contorting her soft features. “What the fuck? That’s not my name!”

  In an instant, I’m in her face, roughly grasping her chin so she has no choi
ce but to see the rage painted on my face. Her eyes widen with horror at the sight of me. The real me. There is no exotic beauty here. No trace of the carnal attraction that made her knees weak just minutes before. Only evil. Violence. Disgust.

  “I. Don’t. Give. A. Fuck. Your name is whatever I say it is. Do you understand, Sunshine? Can your pretty little head grasp that?”

  “Yes…Yes…” she rasps with quivering lips. Lips that were wrapped around my hardness just minutes ago. Lips that could probably suck the paint off the walls.

  “Yes, what?” I ask with a raised brow.

  “Yes, Master.”

  “Good girl,” I nod with a sinister grin. I pat her cheek before releasing her from my grip, composing myself as I straighten my suit jacket.

  They’re all nameless. Just faces. Lips, tongues, hands. Warm, wetness dripping with honey to stave off the hunger for more. More of what? I’m not sure.

  Varshaun reappears in the doorway minutes later, a hint of alarm sparking his crystal blue eyes and making the contrast to his bronze skin even more startling. “We have a situation.”

  I take a moment to listen to the scene two floors below before exhaling my annoyance. Another one in need of a harsh reminder of who’s in charge here. Of who owns them.

  Females are so fucking temperamental. But, shit, they feel good. Plus, they make me a lot of money. Not that I need it.

  “Well? Take care of it. Surely you can handle a simple, little woman.”

  Varshaun shakes his head. “This is no ordinary woman. She’s … different.”

  My eyebrows rise marginally as I make my way to the en suite bar for a drink. The bourbon goes down smooth, and I refill my glass, downing that as well. I need to escape. To forget what I am. Who I am. And what I crave to do. Will do, again and again.

  Most see me as cold and callous. Vile. Murderous. And they’re right. But truth be told, I’m a conflicted motherfucker. I believe we all are, on some level. Some of us just can’t afford the hassle of having a conscience. It’s not good for business.

  “Different,” I murmur to myself. I turn to face Varshaun who still appears unsettled. “Something on your mind, old friend?”

  He shakes his head, causing his long, black hair to sway. “I can’t quite put my finger on it …”

  I nod, hearing his thoughts. His apprehension. Yes, something’s bothering him. Varshaun is not easily shaken, which is why I keep him close to me. I understand that kind of emotional detachment; it’s the norm for me. His mental discord piques my interest. Not much rattles him. This has to be good, and I’m due for a little fun.

  “Very well,” I smirk, making my way across the room. “Let’s see her.”

  I scent the air as we make our way towards the scene two stories below. Lust, greed, vanity and every other deadly sin in spades. Humans are weak. You tell them to stay away. You tell them not to touch the flame because it will burn.yet they still come to sate their licentious needs, getting off on the forbidden fruit dangled in front of their dumbstruck faces. They know it’s wrong; they know that bright red apple is rotten to the core, festered with maggots and disease. But they want it. And I give it to them. I’d be a fool not to.

  Fucking humans.

  A few of the unoccupied girls stand in the doorways of their private rooms dressed in no more than lingerie, batting their false eyelashes in hopes that one of us will pay them a visit. I don’t deny my men their carnal desires, but there is nothing in this house that will satisfy the magnitude of our craving. Not without consequence. And those consequences can get … messy. I don’t do messy.

  We enter the great room where three more of my men are huddled around a small, dark dressed figure. Her screams are muffled but I can clearly detect her terror. The closer I get, the more aggravated I grow. We never take them against their will. They have to want this. They have to feel this. Sexual slavery just isn’t my thing.

  Sensing my presence, the men step aside to give me access to the situation. As I make my way through the barrier of their bodies, I freeze.

  This…girl. This human girl, is all soft, smooth skin, long, dark tresses, and the most startlingly amber colored eyes I have ever seen in all my decades on this earth. Her body is petite and delicate, though she has a fiery strength in her that virtually pushes me like a force field, battling my solid frame with an unseen current.

  I let my eyes find hers, but she quickly turns her head, refusing to meet my gaze. Ah, she knows. Either that or she’s afraid. Good. She damn well should be. I, however, know fear does not power this girl. She is brave. Bold. And that tempts the fuck outta me. Every cell in my body hums and expands before nearly bursting with sensation. I can almost feel her soft, fragile skin under my eager fingertips. Smell her subtle scent of wildflowers and brown sugar. Taste the sweetness of her undiluted essence sizzling on my tongue.

  “What do we have here?” I ask no one in particular, as I move closer to the girl. Her glassy eyes widen at the sight of my advance. Her fear is thick and palpable, but so is her strength. I am just much stronger. My resolve, however, may be another story.

  I reach over to remove the gag from her mouth, careful not to graze her milky white skin, though I am aching to touch her. Her lips are cherry red and swollen, lush and waiting to be worshipped. Her reddened, puffy eyes look up at me in disgust. Hatred. Terror. She tries to extinguish it, but her petty mortal emotions give her away. It’s the eyes. The eyes never lie. They are swimming with her truth, telling the tales she struggles to conceal.

  Her full lips tighten into a grimace. “Get away from me, you piece of shit.” Her broken voice is raspy and thick with unshed anguish. The sound sends an unfamiliar pang of discord to my chest.

  “Why are you here, pretty girl?” I ask soothingly. I step forward and fondle a dark brown curl, breathing in her sweet scent.

  She tries to jerk away from my touch, but she is bound. Not by rope or twine, but by power. Something you cannot see, something not entirely tangible, but she knows it’s there, knows it’s real. It lives in her as well.

  We are both birthed into faith - unshakable belief of things beyond all logic and understanding. She knows deep inside that legends are truth. She knows that monsters are real. She can see me just as well as I can see her.

  “Fuck you,” she spews as she struggles against the invisible restraints. The corner of my mouth curls and I blink slowly. She’s so … potent it nearly intoxicates me. I want more.

  I turn to Varshaun and cock a brow. He takes a moment to read my unspoken question. “She was given to us. An unsettled debt that got… complicated. But, I agreed to take the girl in exchange for leniency.”

  “Since when do we accept whores as payment?” I grimace, turning my attention to her supple curves. Shapely thighs extend into round hips before cinching into a narrow waist. My mouth waters as I imagine how soft and warm she would feel beneath me. How those thighs would tighten and quiver while wrapped around my waist.

  “I’m not a whore, asshole. Now let me go!” she demands, still unable to give up her futile struggle. I laugh, admiring her determination. And she’s right - I am an asshole. A damn good one too. I’m nothing if not a perfectionist.

  I stroke the luminescent skin of her cheek lightly, feeling the burn underneath my fingertips. It’s unpleasant but not unbearable enough to make me stop touching her. The feel of her skin against mine sends a jolt of electricity through my frame, stirring my senses from decades of numbness and detachment. This girl is different, indeed. Special. And dangerous.

  I want her badly. So much so that I’m willing to break my own rules, and that fact fucks with me.

  “Don’t you fucking touch me,” she seethes in a harsh whisper. “I know what you are.”

  The conviction in her voice causes me to drop my hand, and I frown. She may be able to feel my power, even see it radiating around me, but there’s no way she could know exactly what I am. She’s human. Stupid. Weak. Ignorant. She is ultimately a flea compared to me.
We’re more than cautious about protecting our identities, and those who happen to learn our secret are eliminated without question.

  I peg her with an icy glare. “Who sold you, pretty girl?” The bite in my voice doesn’t match the tenderness of my words.

  Those big eyes are instantly assaulted with a flash flood of tears and her succulent mouth goes slack. She turns her head and furiously bats her wet lashes in an attempt to hide the pain that so obviously haunts her. I want to grasp her cheeks and make her look at me. I want to lick every salty tear that slides down from those mesmerizing eyes. I want to drink her in, feel her inside of me. Be inside of her.

  “Who?” I repeat, softening my tone.

  I watch her slender throat as she swallows laboriously. “My father,” she manages to choke out through a rogue sob. “And he didn’t sell me. I came on my own accord. To save his life.”

  I nod, though I don’t quite understand her depth of devotion. It’s a modern day Beauty & the Beast. This brave, human girl has sacrificed her life in order to save another. She’s thrust herself into darkness and danger, completely blind to the sheer evil that lies in this room alone. Yet, she’s done the unthinkable, only to save a sloppy drunk with a gambling problem.

  This beautiful girl has selflessly put her life in the hands of a villainous monster. In my hands.

  I’ve never felt that magnitude of loyalty for anyone … except my brother. But he’s gone, abandoning me to figure all this shit out on my own. Dorian was the good one. The smart one. The one that kept me from fucking up everything our family has built and stood for. The only one that ever understood me and loved me anyway. Yet, he’s turned his back on us. On me. The one person that needed him the most.

  I flex my hands into fists as tension settles in my joints. Why the fuck does this shit still bother me? How can I possibly give a damn about him? Once the years turned into decades, I merely stopped counting. I knew he would never come back. And can I really blame him? After what our father did to him? Would I have stayed and pledged my allegiance to the man that made it his personal mission to turn my life into rot and ruin?